Author: Paula
I have recently found out that people are reading our blog just to be nosy. I don't really care, except for the fact that people are gossiping about our stories. I have seen a message where one is questioning the fact that my daughter is MY daughter. Well, what some may not recognize is that Danielle Olivia was created by the love of Joe and I. No one else!
If you have taken the time to read my story, and understand that pain and heartache that Joe, Punk, and I have endured, you might be a little more understanding if you actually SAW it. You do not live behind my doors and live my life. I would like for a few people (yes, the bio especially) to walk a day in my shoes. I bet you wouldn't make it! Knowing that I have to let MY daughter go every time she is here and has to leave (and there is NOTHING I can do about it) is heart wrenching! Not only for me, but for her and her Daddy too.
When I tell Punk that it is nearly time to go, she shuts the blind on the door so she can give her us love so that she is not seen. If she is seen she will get in trouble because I am 'fat and disgusting'. Knowing that her Dad and I are talked about in front of her is WRONG. Telling a little girl that she cannot give love to her 'step-mom' is just absurd. Be grateful that I love her rather than treating her how most 'step' parents do!
I cannot go into any more detail than that, but there is so much more to the story that I cannot share because of who is reading. All I do is ask that you try to imagine being in my shoes before you judge or go gossiping. Know the facts. Ask me if you are not sure! Again, I will end with a prayer.
Dear Lord I ask that you give those reading this blog an open mind and open heart. Help them to understand our stories and not judge. God, please help those that have hurt others. Be with them in heart and soul. Allow them forgiveness as much as it may hurt to ask. Dear Lord I ask that you be with those who suffer because you have chosen to not bless their lives with a child. Give those that have been able to conceive the ability to love unconditionally. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Infertility Prayer
2 comments:
I know you love punk sooo very much, and her love for you and joey is amazing. I really do hope things get easier for you. hugs. kari
Paula, do not pay them any attention. We only have to answer to God, our husbands, and ourselves. However, I did also address these people in my most recent post, and I'll be praying for these "slightly" disturbed individuals.
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